okay well i havent much time, seeing as i spent all my time writing out a big long entry about yesterday and today, and then my pc crashed. so well. so i woke up saturday morning feeling unsatoisfied and uncomfortable, and my rams and sides were painful where i'd been grabbed yesterday playing grope. but spsrt from that iw as chirpy, and i watched bex and will be cute together, and watched will and keiran be frankly weird together *cue will's head buried in keiran's knees, asleep* oi did take a photo, but will deleted it. which was sad. then i changed and went to town with abbie and alice, where we met iain. then abbie alice and sorcha left me n iain and went home, alice im worried about you, you werent your normal chirpy self, you really did look ill and depressed, call me if youread this. i was cold so iain wrapped his coat around my shoulders and we went off to go buy jelly sticks. after that we wandered round in circles, talking and laughing and havign a good time. then i had to get thebus home and the seat was wet so he put his coat down for us to sit on, so we sat tgether talking about relity and perception and time and other deep philosphical things, and it turns out he is nearly as intelligent as amber on stuff like this. which is good. i hate it when you want to debate something but no one is inteligent enough to understand or even bother trying to get you. so then the bus was half way down the road and we hugged goodbye, and then the bus was setting off fromt he stop again, and we were still on the pavement hugging. so then i had to wriggle free and beg the bastard bus driver to open the doors again. and that was that. went for christmas at ambers house, which was fun, we ate lovely stuff and played a game which we abandoned after a while, and i waswinnign so that was fine with me, then we went up to ambers room and watched her play with her new mp3 player, and had a snowball(cotton wool) fight with sam. so then this afternoon, after doing nothing, like not even eating or moving much, my auntie and her boyfriedn ian came round and i recored a cd. whichwas amazign fun, cause then i got to have a go on the mixing desk, and put echoes on and make the sound more bass, or treble and balance the voice and backing etc etc etc so yay i had fun today and i should get my cd in abouu 3 - 5 weeks. every day is another day closer to my singing exam results. aaaah. got a christmas card from iain saying well done int he mikado, well done in the carol concert. im sure you flew through your singing exam, well done. actually well done for being so generally goddamn amazing. love iain xxx. which almost made me cry, cause i was in that sort of mood. anyway this had better save or i will die. goodnight.