so...had four hugs from iain today which was lovely at the christmas fayre...we had to dress up in kimonos and sell tickets for the mikado :D and my mum said iain looked like a hobbit lol... Mrs sawicka didnt seem to notice my shoes again which was good she started telling me about men which was very very scary not its 13:00 and im absolutely shatterred but im still talking to him about dreams and how i cant sleep...n we're swapping nightmares lol hes being sweet and telling me i shoudl rest cause h dotn want me to be ill :) i dotn want to sleep...part of me i think is scared that ill have that dream again.... i said i didnt wanna go into it...but maybe i should tell someone about it... i never told anyone cept alice...and she didnt really help althoughshe made me feel slightly better for a bit... then again if she wont, no one else probably will, so theres no point in getting upset about it... anyway a good day all round methinks...