ok i thought writing about everything in my head would mke me feel better, but it's just mxing me up even more... the party excelled all expectations, and this morning i felt so happy... but now its th evening and there's something tugging at me and it's like a hug core of humiliation and depression and i have no idea why...i mean i know i have a lot of work to do that i havent dont and it's probably gonna cost me gcse marks, but i dont know if that's it... and i hate my english teacher, not personally, but because i have to put up with hois SHIT teaching for two years, but it's not that...why when i've just had the week of my life so i feel so depressed?