Iain dosen't know who andrew lloyd webber is! Neither does Caz or Dan or Alice or Bex or ANYONE!!! AAAAAAAAH i am living with a bunch of the musically retarded! ok i didnt mean that just cause they dont know who one guy is but to get my immense frustration across. anyway it is fathers day today. i am going to send my father an email that sings loudy and flashes. hopefully this will embarrass him. Im going to see Jekyll and Hyde on the 16th of November!! :D ooh ooh im going to give you part of a conversation. Me: happy now? Iain: No Me: why? Iain: cause you're not happy, which screws up my main life objective. Me: (puzled as surely that was a typo) Iain: which is to make people happy which was sweet. I think abbie knows something that i dont. every so often when im talking to her she goes quiet and kind of looks around as if shes trying to hint to someone about something. even if theres no one around. She's acting like shes got this big secret but she wont tell me. I dunno if that is what shes doing but its a pretty good guess, i cant stand it when people do that its like they make it obvious theyre keeping something from you which is going to hurt you, why cant they just say it or shut up?? anyway. im writing a story. i would write the starting paragraph to see what people think of it but im scared of someone stealing it, and me not being able to prove its actually mine. ah well ill have to see what amber thinks. I went to choir today, and we all got celebrations :P Id probably better start writing in here more, i do want to write but my life is so boring at the mo...well actually no it isnt really but im kind of in ht emiddle of lots of things and i want to finish them before i write about them. Dan says i am very methodical. maybe i am but i hope not. i like spontanuity...not all the time cause we were talking about beliefs (dont ask why) and he said i was very brave to be agnostic while the rest of my family are roman catholic, but i said it takes more courage to, without knowing for certain if it exists, still put your faith in something. so anyway i said i have to think about things before i decide if i believe in soemthing as in i wont just take one point of view and say yeah i believe in that before ive heard both sides of something. Thats probably why i dotn trust things much, cause theres no way of weighing up if things are trustworthy or not. oh and i got hit by a bus yesterday. it was pulling in and i had my hand out telling it to stop cause i thought it was going to go past but it was just going to fast and it kind of knocked me over. i got a bit of a burise on the side of my ribcage - what do you call that place just up from the side of your waist? but anyway i was fine and the driver was all happy cause i wasnt going to sue him so i went home in a taxi instead. which was annoying cause i got home, had no money and my mum found out she didnt have any in her bank so we had to scrape around for 10ps again. shes over at ambers mums now asking for a tenner to borrow for the weekend. ooh and we have a new VCR dvd player and were getting a new tv soon! this girl at mums work is getting new ones and is GIVING them away!!!!! she is mental!!! ah well. im not complaining. anyway im off, byeeeee xoxoxox