i keep trying and trying to write this entry in the way i want. but i cant explain it... and the worst thing is... im just kidding myself... in the space of one and a half terms ive managed to screw up ny chance i had of getting a decent mark in my exams. I have two peices of history coursework in for tomorrow I just got a homework detention for physics... Dr purslove just looked really dissapointed and said he'd heard it all before Mrs aldenton had a go at me because alice passed a note to me, and now we have essays to write and however much i try to get him out of my head, i cant let him go... and its time to stop kidding myself and accept the fact that it's never going to happen It's over It finished He finished it This time last year.