my arms are red... my room was all stuffy so i lit a candle to make it smell nice but i held it up to blow it out and the hot wax went down my arm...but it was so satisfying watching it cool then peeling it off :) but now my arm is all red where the wax burned Caz i told you about my shadows theyre not so much physical but i can hear them , but i only catch little bits of them talking and i cant remember what they said in the morning or anything and they do stuff to help me, like they comfort me when i cry and soemtimes they get angry and slam my wardrobe doors.I dotn care if theyre real or if its just in my mind i like having them there. Amber are you back from the noo yet? can you come salsa tonight? damn im havign a confidence crisis i came back from salsa last week and i just burst into tears cause i looked at myself in the mirror and i did the mambo step and i thought i could do tyhe hip thing but i just really couldnt i realised i looked really gay and my mum had just called me a liar in front of you sam your mum... anyway yes also amber do you have a bike? i shall explain later. i am supoposed to be doign revision but i really do see no point any more its pretty much hopeless ive decidede the subjects im good at im gonna really go for and the other subjects im not doing well fuck them. i mean re, english, biology, chemistry (mostly), french (mostly), music, class civ and ICT im gonna go for cause i like them, history, physics, geography, im thinking ill be ok at but im not expecting a high mark, german and latin im not expecting over 60, definately not. panicking about english, i mean with the others its all about learning facts etc but with english you dont do it that way you just have to pray you get a good question paper... anyway im not gonna talk about exams anymore. im sick to the back teeth of them (ironic isnt it? i have to take two tomorrow). so. oh yeah im trying to get wap on my phone. it is enabled, but i says GPRS not allowed i dunno why cause i set it up and everything...can anyone help me? i just came back from choir... feeling talented (there isnt a thing for that in the moods section) and im excited about next sunday...b ham symphony hall, i just hope i dont drop the mike when its my solo...:s i have to learn how to hold it so i wont drop it... aaaaah i just saw a pic of the star. hes caleld robert meadmore...erlack hes got the whole black polo neck tucked into trousers thing goin on...:s nigel said all the ladies choir thought he was sexy...he has a weird ladies choir thats all i can say. anyway im off do revise now byeeee xoxoxox