well i did my exam and it went badly. i think i will get a B or possibly even lower. I hardly wrote anything id been told to write and i panicked and wrote crap instead. Its the summer holidays. One of my friends has gone for a month, i waved her off and cried a little because shes going to meet up with her friends from before and be distant from us when she gets back Another of my friends is turning into an anorexic and theres nothing i can do but sit and watch her count her daily intake to 240 a day when the normal daily intake is about 2000 One of my friends is growing really quite distant and i can seem to do hardly anything right with her anymore My schoolwork is a mess and no one has really noticed, so C grades here i come! My dad either isnt lying and i have a half brother or sister, or he is lying and therefore is even more of the lying bastard who left my mum and didnt give her any money to raise me on. I have nothing to do over the summer so im going to be sitting here like some recluse all day while all my friends are off on holiday having fun. I was supposed to be eating healthily this summer and revising what ive done this year but none of that has happenned yetand i have a horrible feelint hat it wont WHY CANT I CONTROL ANYTHING IN MY LIFE??????????? I NEED TO SCREAM I NEED TO SCREAM I NEED TO SCREAM I NEED TO SCREAM