So yeah hello! why does being in this house bring my mood down? ive only been here a couple of hours...but im sorta cheery so its not so effective :) saw beautiful amber when i got back to say hello which was nice i think she may be ill and down though :( Alice is cheery but im afraid shes actually getting more and more depressedy :( abbie...well i dunno what to say it seems to get more and more every time i see her... martin, havent spoken to hm since i got back heres hoping the weekends has presented him with something more interesting than sitting online all day. Me - went to the opera, and it was amazing. i was worried in the first half that it would be too much with the classicalness but it really was amazing...the bit at the end...wow. anyway yeah and i was dressed up in long black sleek dress and velvet/chifon pink shawlscarf, with dangly earrings and my hair up like a victorian lady. i felt very ladylike and posh. I want it to be christmas so much but i also dont want it to be because it means the mocks are sososo near... grrrr :(