i was writing something positive slightly humorous i noticed it was going nowhere i began to ramble about the insignificance of the entry and i erased it all now i'm rambling on again and i unintentionally forgot to put commas and periods but i won't correct anything because i haven't stop to take a deep breath in three days my subconscious is a funny thing i am drinking my second bottle of wine red wine i need to eat something delicious i need to feel something spectacular