Although my reclaimed possessions are many,
a garbage bag filled with
blood-stained and dirt clothes
tickles my nerve.
This is where I get
stuck.
I am asking
for a reimbursement.
Can you tell me where those emotions I invested in,
yes, invested, where did they go?
The effect of impulsive, irrational love is
comparable to post rollercoaster nausea.
And, here, I calculated everything so meticulously,
expecting profitable interest
but am only left with blank eyes and
a hanging mouth.
i feel the same way and it's so obnoxious.