you know those christmas tree shaped plastic containers of ferrero rocher? well, i just finished eating one. while i devoured the delicious balls of bliss, i was also thinking of my new years resolution. exercise, eat less, quit smoking and embrace my creativity? these are promises i make to myself on a weekly basis and they've become so cliche. in the end, i decided that i wouldn't have one. i just hope that in 2009 i will continue to progress at the same rate i am currently advancing. i went through so much this year and i feel it has made me a stronger person. it has helped me define myself and has helped me gravitate towards something bigger and greater. - edit: i am hungry and have absolutely no reason to be. i am forcing myself to go to bed soon because there is a box of cookies that has been yelling out to me for the past ten minutes. unless i go to sleep, they will be gone shortly. also, if i slouch and stick out my beer belly the right way, i look four months pregnant. i've been walking around like that while rubbing my tummy, i especially do it in ryan's presence and he get's so annoyed/embarrassed. it's fucking funny. edit 2: the box is gone. oh yeah, carbs and cholesterol! also, this song is so good. i'd like it to be the first song i learn how to play on guitar.