regardless of the horrible, freezing cold weather and all the traveling i do in it, i am feeling fantastic. ryan is looking at buying a condo with the money he inherited from his father. i've been checking out places with him, writing while he plays guitar, listening to his dad's old miles davis c.d's, sleeping over his place, waking up to morning kisses and breakfast in bed. and i love it all. i can no longer fucking wait until we live in that condo together.