Girl, you're a fucking idiot. Wake the fuck up, I cannot even pity you because I am too busy being repulsed. It's not like you deserve my sympathy, anyways. I do not have the patience to deal with people anymore, and this poses quite the problem. How am I supposed to become a therapist if I cant stand my clients. I am a lot more interested in the biology of the brain. I am thinking of becoming a psychiatrist versus a psychologist. But that requires med school, and fuck, things are too unsteady in my life for me to go through with that. Not to mention that I am almost certain I couldn't get in, anyways.. When I brought this up to my therapist, she told me it was up to me to decide, and I was kind of disappointed because I was depending on her to tell me what to do. She did, however, let me know that her job gets extremely depressing with certain patients, and it's very uplifting to have someone like me pass by. She also said if she was my age, she would have put a lot of effort in trying to befriend me. Which is kind of creepy, but I took it as a genuinely nice comment.