to lay an egg (idea, thought), and let you hatch it. bruised, calloused, ink stained fingers variation of words that hum the same movements. the way the paper feels against my shriveled hands, the clicks the keys scream but mostly for the sensation oh! oh! deeper penetration! for(e)[word]play, to get my fix, an endless desire to find tranquility. i am, and will always remain hunched over a puzzle that will not negotiate. this is mostly an obsession with its refusal to reveal itself.