Life is

Looking at the city from a bird's eye view. Putting a t-shirt on right after the dry cycle. Wearing a dress and feeling that refreshing breeze during the summer's heat. Taking my socks off at the end of a long day. Finding shade after spending too much time under the sun. Curry dishes. And then, drinking milk to cool my tongue down. Haagen-Dazs, chocolate and almond covered ice cream on a stick. Old couples who feed birds in parks. Tearing a piece of paper in half, quickly and straightly. Hearing the echo of my fingers cracking in a quiet room. A cigarette when I've overstress myself to the point that I have forgotten to breathe. Poutine at three a.m. Taking a nap when I have horrible menstrual cramps, and waking up, hours later, feeling relieved and revived. Making love on a rocking chair. Falling asleep on that rocking chair while my lover fingers my curls. Squishing tomatoes with my hands. Rubbing and caressing cold skin. Caffee au lait in the mornings, in the afternoons and late at night. Taking a bath while eating grapes.
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That makes sense. And now I understand why you don't want a huge wedding. But I'm a silly little girl and have been envisioning my wedding for a few years now.

I even have my wedding dress picked out, sick!
And I'm not pressured to get married, if anything, he is. Its just all around me and I'm not involved in it.
I told him last night that right now I don't want to get married, but I want to have a wedding. So I'm not jealous that they're getting married, but I'm jealous that they get to have a wedding.

So its pretty easy for me to get over.
Don't be jealous. Just cause we had sex doesn't mean I got any....