Ok, so I have spent the last 6 hours trying to work out my discrete math homework, which isn't really math at all. It is very strange how they can call a programming class math, but who knows. Today has not been bad, nor has it been good... just kind of there. I want so badly to talk to Dawn, and I see her online, but I know that talking to her, no matter how sweet I am, it just pisses her off. Another thing that gets to me is that I see she is using her webcam, as yahoo shows if you have your webcam properties on or not. She only used her webcam for me and on very rare occasions, yet she has used it every night for like 3 days... I think she is camming with someone else, and that makes me sad. Is she starting a new relationship, should I even care? I want her to be happy, but I have a feeling that if she makes herself happy with someone else, it is simply going to kill me. I don't want to lose her for good. Will I ever get her back, the love of my life?? Giving up hope on happiness, ~~Aaron