Well, you know that feeling when you loved someone and then they find someone new.... I mean, it doesn't even matter if you have moved on or not, there will always be that feeling of uncertainty or something.... you know what I mean? Well, here is how it goes: As of right now I am in love with a woman. She is my everything and she makes me so happy on a daily basis that I don't know exactly what took me so long to find her. We were friends for quite some time before we started dating, in fact, I was with 2 different women, in 2 very serious relationships during this period in which me and my new love were friends. Well, shortly after me and her got together, my most recent ex found someone new. I didn't really care to know much about him as I knew in my head he wouldn't be good enough.... she, despite all the bad things that happened between us, is a wonderful person. We had fights, but we loved each other... or so I think.... Anyhow, no one would ever have been good enough for her; I was wrong. I still don't know this guy, but he seems great. He makes her happy, he can still make her mad but I had experience with that and know it couldn't have been his fault;), and they just seem to be so happy with each other. He has the means to take care of her should need be. He doesn't push her to do things she doesn't want and everything seems to be going well for them. He may hate me, he might not be able to stand me based upon stories he has heard from her, and I know that a meeting with him would be all around strange... yet in itself, he seems like a guy I strive to be. Now, in saying all this I want you all to know that I do not know him personally... I only know what he is like through her and through different things I have read of him.... but still, what a cool guy. I am very glad she finally found a winner! ;) Ok, so as of today I reworked my entire schedule for next semester as I found I might want to work for UPS. It sounds so stupid at first, why would I want to do a job moving packages around a warehouse and putting them on a truck... but once you hear the details it all becomes clear. Ok, so about the schedule, I had one created that left all morning through 4pm free on most days so as to have a large block of time open for working at an office type job. I searched for a technology position, tech support, computer repair, data entry, help desk... you get the idea. I had two interviews and nothing panned out. Well, I checked UPS and found that they have some attractive ideas for college students. Here is the rundown... UPS starts you out at $9 an hour working roughly 20 hrs a week, as a student you can qualify for up to $1,500 a semester in tuition reimbursement, and you can also qualify for $8,000 in loans from UPS, loans they will forgive if you meet certain requirements in the future (probably gpa and other educational requirements). So, you see, the deal is getting sweeter... well, they only list 3 shifts, one from 3am to 8am M-F, one from 10:30pm to 3:30am Sunday-Thursday, and then one from 5:30pm to 10:30pm M-F.... I wanted to work the last shift listed as it isn't in the am hours of the day... the down side was that my schedule I had created for school basically started my school day off at 5pm! I had to lose one class as it could not be placed anyplace else and add another class in its place. I now have a working schedule that can accommodate evening shifts and register on Monday. I registered online with UPS in the Dallas area and actually already have an interview with them on Monday... it was nearly instant as I just registered with them online on Saturday... interview on Monday.... YEAH!!! So, that looks good and the extra cash sure would help out. Finals are coming up.... April 26 is my first final... a friend from El Paso is coming to visit this next weekend so we might be doing something then, but nothing toooo big as it runs us into finals week.... As of right now, things are looking pretty good. Take care and sweet dreams as right now it is 5:30am and I can't seem to get to sleep. I have so much I need to get done tomorrow; I should have been in bed half a day ago! Love you all! Aaron