I sit here in my apartment wanting nothing more than to be in the arms of someone that loves me. I am sure that if I find someone who can love me, I will love them in return. It is like my soul is searching for someone, anyone to hold me. I feel lost, I want to have someone there to catch me if I fall, I know I will fall, it is part of life, but I don't want to be alone. I have a lot to offer, I try to be the best person I can be. I have good friends, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I make ok grades, I am respectful and love with all my heart... But no one loves me the way I want to be loved. People care for me, a lot of people care for me, but very few are loved with my entire heart. I care for my friends and would do anything for them, but my heart only loves one right now. I can't do this, this friendship thing with no chance of becoming anything more. It kills me everytime I think of you with someone else. I want to hold you foever, I want it to all be great. I want to give the world to you and you won't take it...
Monday, you can fall apart,
Tuesday, Wednesday, break my heart,
Thursday, doesn't even start
It's Friday I'm in love.
Sweet dreams my love... sweet dreams...
~Aaron
Look, you're being way too melodramatic about all this. I know it hurts, I know, but please, please, just listen--if you stop trying, I'm sure you'll feel much better. There is a point of insanity in love that you don't need to cross, but I think you're getting close.
*Ash
Never stop, not for whatever
Near and far and always and
everywhere and everything"
the c.d. you made me is the best, thank you. I think you accomplished your goal ;) Lub ya, Dawn-Dawn
*Ash