Well, I thought today was going to be an ok day. The idea of being away from Dawn was not so much fun, but I was going with Donald to visit Tracy at home. We were all going to hang out with her friends and again see Lago Vista. The trip went well, and I thought about Dawn a lot. I sent her a text message as I didn't think she would have time to talk to me while doing stuff with her cousin, but I wanted her to know that I was thinking about her. I started to send about 10 but then thought again since it was her parents phone, it might not be a good idea. I stopped at one. Her family decided to come home a day early so they were going to be home at 9, I decided to leave so I could be home at 9 as well.... but there was a lot of accidents on the way home. Two serious ones one was two car, the other was a car upside down in the right lane. Each accident took about 30-40 mins to get around and so I was running a bit late. Dawn called me a little before 9 and said she made it home. I was then in a hurry to make it home. I cut the hour in hold ups back to only being about 30 mins behind when I wanted to be home and decided to stop by and give her a hug.... boy was that a bad idea. She had told me on the phone that she was tired and wanted to go to bed so that I shouldn't call and wake her when I got home. I thought "What the hell, it is only 10, she should still be up... if not I will just go home" and so I stopped... she just got pissed that I came to see her. I don't understand how wrong I can be because I wanted to say good night to my love... but she found a way to hold it against me. I have friends and she has friends, if I were to go about treating her the way she is treating me (which I might because I do see where she is coming from) I would be the worst person in the world, not letting her see her friends, be around her friends, but when she does it she is justified. There is nothing between me and Tracy, Dawn really doesn't have to believe me because I know I won't do anything wrong, but it isn't right for Dawn to hold my friendship with someone against me. Dawn has a lot more male friends than I do female and she does things nearly the same with them as I did today. I sat around, talked, played some pool, junk like that.... she does the same thing yet drinks as well, and it is fine... with mostly male friends. I don't understand how everything I do is wrong, even when I know what I am doing is right.... I try to be everything she wants... yet always find a way to fall even when floating on air.... Aaron