Just wanted to say YAY!!! SitDiary is finally up for me!!! I was soooo sad, didn't realize this thing was so good for me. I can get out so many thoughts, so much of everything... It makes my day a lot better to be able to write things out..... So, I have a Chem test coming up soon, Wenesday, so my entire Halloween weekend will be fun filled chemistry:(... I don't think I will hold my scholarship for the next semester, I just can't seem to keep up with Chemistry nor Government 2302... not that either of them are difficult, just don't seem to do well on the test, no matter how much or little I study, I get the same darn grades.... Anyhow, I am doing a lot of things different now, for the chem test. I have started attending another professor's lecture, one that actually teaches better seeing as all the chem students take the same test reguardless of professor, and I will be attending 3 study sessions for the test, study sessions offered by instructors and student instructors. I hope to do well on this one! Loving my days a lot more, Dawn is making me a very happy person... Not trying to get my hopes up, but right now everything feels so great. She is really lighting up my day. Had a down moment with her last night, finding out some details about someone else in her life during the week and a half we have been apart, but I am over all of that now, and can't wait to move on with everything. I hope she will some day join me in forever... I love you... actually I love everything at this point... thanks, Dawn, for making my life a better place!