I'm done.... simply said... nothing more for now.... ~~Aaron Ok, guess I should explain a bit more... I am done with love, I am done with liking someone, I am done with caring for someone as much as I have. Whenever I get attached to someone, they hurt me. I let someone in, I give a part of my heart to them, a part that I don't really think I can just take back, and then they hut me, the break my idea that good things happen to good people. I found that I could like someone, someone after Dawn, I found that someone that I could like. She said she liked me as well, that sometimes she wonders why she doesn't try it, then last night she said she felt nothing.... that she wishes she could feel something, she wishes she could make me happy because she feels she should, but she feels nothing for me. That is fine, I can't ask her to feel things that don't exist for her, but I have always wanted her to be honest with me. If she was honest, if everyone were honest with me I could deal with things better. With Dawn, if she were honest and stuck to the idea that she no longer wanted me, I could deal with that and move on, but at the slightest chance that there could be something, I felt I had to try again, I kissed her and felt it was the right thing to do. I now understand that she no longer wants me and now I can move on. If Tracy had just told from the begining that she didn't want anything, and then stuck to it I wouldn't be where I am today. I don't want to question myself anymore, I don't want to try and find a reason why people can't seem to like me, I don't want to find fault in all I do, yet when people turn from me, when they either don't love me anymore or can't even seem to find anything to love in the first place, I question all I have to offer. I want to offer my everything, I know I can be a great person for someone, I know I can make her happy, I have done it before. But she doesn't think I can make her happy, she doesn't feel anything when she kisses me, she doesn't think of me as more than a friend... If all that is true, why couldn't she just tell me from the begining... ~~Aaron