Well, I tried to be sweet today, but not sure if it will play out. I just can't seem to get things to go my way. Maybe it will all be fine, but as of now it doesn't look like it will work out. I did well on my chem test, an 86!!! YAY! I know an 86 is all that great, but my other two tests were in the 66-76 range, so I really pulled it together this time! I hope things keep up and I remain happy. I think the happy things in my life are really the only thing keeping me going. Found out Dawn was interested in someone else today, ironically enough his name is Aaron as well... but I wasn't sad, or upset... just accpeted it. It actually kind of made me feel good... I feel as if I really am over her. I hope what I have going for me will work out as things are working out for her. I really hope he can make her happy.... I tried, but failed for the most part! I miss the simple life, right now so much is up and down. I feel as if I am doing the right thing, and then it all goes wrong, or maybe it doesn't... still a bit to soon to tell..... I will let you all know how it goes.... probably got my hopes up for nothing.... but hey, I did try to be a good guy. At least I am impressed with myself, as long as I can keep myself happy, it will all be good.... I just hope I don't get my hopes up for no reason... ~~Aaron ----------------------------------------------------------------- Update.... Yeah, so I fell on my face.... I was sweet, but fell anyhow.... My happy world just turned upside down.... my smile is now a frown.... Night world... ~~Aaron