Well, the semester is coming to an end, and I can't wait for it to be over! This has been the most stressful experience in my life thus far. First of all, I am on academic probation and thus have to keep the grades up so as to retain my scholarship. Not sure how that will end up, but I hope it works out! Next is the social life. I have had so many down moments this semester I can't even seem to remember the last time I was happy for an extended period of time. I miss the love I had, well, I still love her, but she doesn't love me, or not the way I want her to. Then there was the feeling like no one wanted me, and the idea that I wasn't good enough. The feeling that some of my best friends pulling away from me for no reason, I don't know for sure if they are pulling away, just that for the past few weeks, I haven't seen much of Matt and for the past week, haven't spent more than half an hour around Tracy. It just feels strange to be alone a lot of the time. I am glad Josh and Donald still wish to hang out with me! So, like I said, can't wait for the semester to end, yet with it coming to an end, the tests are stacking up! I have my fourth chem test on the wednesday before Thanksgiving, and then not sure when the final is, but it must be in the week after Thanksgiving holiday. I also have a Discrete math test coming up on the Monday after the short break, that will be the final. We had one test over chapter 1, and then now the final which covers the other 9 chapters we covered!!!!! I am going into that final with a 95 in the class, but the final could break me! And the last stressfull test coming up is the Government test... Yuck, I hate government. I don't know how that is going to go, but I am sure it won't be nearly as high as I want/need it to be. I will be working my butt off for that one! Well, off to deal with the stress of life, hope everyone is doing well! ~~Aaron