The best part of the day is waking up and knowing that I have something to do. I enjoy work and I actually get there early and stay late while not claiming it on my time just because I don't have anything else to do. Some of us seem to be caught in a job that isn't where we see ourselves; mixed up in the politics of shitty management having to deal with customers that assume they are the only important person you will ever meet. There are certain things in life that you can't get around, you have to eat, you have to sleep and you can't seem to get away from love. Once you find it you seem to be captured by it. You know love when it hits you and you will never forget the warmth even if it leaves you. Some things in life are free and one might argue that love, the true down to earth love we all search for, is free but it really isn't. It may be in the sense that you don't purchase it and you can't ever ask for a refund if you aren't satisfied with its outcome but you pay for it in the end with your heart. You get all the good memories and you are allowed to hold on to them forever yet you are never allowed the chance to out run your mistakes. Sure we all learn from the mistakes we make but shouldn't we be able to resolve the mistakes before they tear us apart and away from the ones we love? I have made my fare share of mistakes and will be the first to note that the taste of my foot isn't always so great as I pull it from my mouth after each stupid and petty thing I say. The greatest ability man has is the ability to think before he speaks yet the single aspect of a man that can lead to his downfall is the inability to actually take the time to think. I have loved and lost and know what love is; I have found someone that makes me happy and I will remain happy while in this state of love. She smiles when she sees me and enjoys the time we spend together. It seems that we as humans seem to crash together and stick in that state just long enough to drive us apart; some make it a bit longer than others, some make it forever. I think it is simply the crash, the idea of emotions and thoughts, bodies and minds colliding that keep us going back for more of this "love" that we seek. I don't understand why we struggle to obtain this state of euphoria that love seems to impose while knowing that it might not last forever yet the crash into love seems to be worth it. "The streets were wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it, and I let you in. And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it. And I knew that you meant it..." "In your eyes, love, it glows so I’m bare boned and crazy for you When you come crash Into me, baby And I come into you" Crash into me.... Aaron