I feel as if everything happens for a reason, like us falling apart just so we could come crashing back to each other with open arms, open hearts, and minds full of the knowledge that we can't live without each other. That is what I feel. I know that love works on its own terms, that we can't make ourselves love another, that we can't decide when and how to love another. I know that inside of me, I can't help but love Dawn with all my heart, I am not in control of love; instead it is in control of me. That is what I know. I live in a state of happiness, I live with no regrets. I live with the chance to get hurt for it is taking those kinds of chances that make a life worth living. I live to make myself happy; I can only do this through making Dawn happy as she is the best part of my life. I live everything for the here and now, yet always thinking about the future. That is how I live. Questions are the only way to find answers, I question nearly everything. I believe I have finally found my answer to God, I have found it through Dawn. I questioned how could there be a God that lets people get hurt, how could there be something controlling my life when I feel I am in control, I questioned it without ever being able to find an answer. But now I have found the answer. I have no control; I have found happiness and know that it can't be my own doing alone. Something brought Dawn to me, something has given me the strength to succeed in all I attempt, something made this world so great and something gave us pain just so we know how great we have it when pain is not present within our lives. Dawn has given me this, something that I have been questioning my entire life. I thank You, God, for showing me the path to true happiness, for giving me all I have in this world, Thank You. That was the only question I couldn't solve... now I have the answer. I believe in us, I believe that we have what it takes to make it. I believe that I will be able to make you happy just as you have made me happy. I believe that I will be with you forever; I believe that we are meant to be together. I believe that everything within us, around us, above us is pushing us toward each other, holding us there. I believe that we cannot fail, and if we fall the other will be there to keep us from hitting the ground. I believe that you are my forever. That is what I believe. ~~Aaron