Well, right now my life is looking up, well, then again I did have a Chemistry final this morning.... Let me give you the run down: The test was at 8 am and I didn't go to bed till about 1:45 and really didn't sleep much at all. I was too hot, or too cold, or thirsty, or something. I was just there, in bed thinking about how wonderful my life could be in just a few short weeks, or how bad it would be if nothing works out the way I hope it does. I am excited about going home, but then afraid that it won't be how I dream, that she won't want me, that we won't end up together. I hope we can at least be close. I love her and just want to be as close as possible. Ok, so back to the Chemistry test. It was 67 questions all of which were on scantron. I figure at least I knew the correct answer was on there, so I had a chance. I don't have any idea how I did on this test, but I know I was tired after it! It took me over 2hrs to complete. When I got out of the test, I had a little down time and then got to talk to Dawn online. It feels so great to talk to her again... I can't wait to go home, did i mention that? She is being so sweet, and I hope she feels that I am being sweet as well. I need her, I love her, she makes me feel complete. I was going to bring a friend home over the first week of the break, but we decided against it because gas is a bit expensive for me to drive home, then in a weeks time drive him back to Dallas and then back home again... He will just come down with me some weekend next semester. So, I need a hug, I need a kiss It has been a while since I have felt like this I love you dear with my entire heart Please love me back and we will never part. Love Ya... ~~Aaron