Here I stand with everything to lose All I know is I don’t wanna ever see the end Baby please, I'm reachin out for you But she isn't there, she never will be there again. She said goodbye forever. Not that we won't be in a relationship but goodbye. We can't be friends, we can't talk, we can't be anything, forever. I drove away from her house, I couldn't go home because I would have to relive everything because my family would ask questions. I drove out to the public pool. I was going to keep driving, but by then, maybe 3 miles from Dawn's house, I couldn't see straight through the tears. I couldn't breathe, I felt as if I was dying. I still feel as if my world has gone away, so much gone so quickly. I tried to let it all pass, so I could drive home, but it wouldn't... I couldn't get over it. I had to call my parents to come pick me up. It was stupid for me to drive away, leave my home, I couldn't even make it back. She didn't care, she wouldn't try any other solution. She couldn't give me anything, just over. What she did is wrong, she killed me. I feel hollow, nothing left to give anyone else. It might pass, but I can't see that coming. Don't tell me what to expect, or how long it will take, I don't want to hear it. She broke my heart, my world fell down.... I am just trying to make it through and I know I will have to find my own way. And this is where the story ends, I can't write on here anymore, I can't or I won't, it doesn't matter, this is where it ends. I started this diary to let Dawn know how much I cared for her, my first entries were for her to read, and fall back in love with me. It worked, she did, "we came together, fell apart, broke each other’s hearts, remember when".... but it won't happen again, I can't make her love me, I can't make her love me the way I need to be loved. I can't... do much of anything. Superman no more, Dawn, it is under your chair... Goodbye... Aaron