Ok, so today went well, I think....
It started out a bit rocky as I didn't get to see Dawn much when I took her the rose for today, she ran out, gave me a hug, took the rose and said she would talk to me later, I think the rose thing might have been a bad idea, it doesn't seem romantic anymore... She isn't excited by it, it just seems like a waste of time and money. I wanted to do it as a sweet thing, but I know not to do it anymore... I hardly even get a kiss for it anymore... I don't want her to just take it and say bye... I want it to mean something to her, I want it to be significant that I went out of my way to get it, and deliver it to her... I want so much to be expressed with simply giving her a rose, it just doesn't seem to be getting across what I want it to... After this, the rose a day idea goes away....
I spent several hours playing on my new Xbox with Dawn's brother today... That was cool, I wish I could have spent more of that time with Dawn instead of her brother, but it was nice that me and him are getting along better. It isn't that we didn't get along, it was just that he never seemed to like me around at all, not that he disliked me, just that he didn't want anyone to date his sister...
I took Dawn to see Kevin Fowler, it was an okay concert, that is all. The opening band was good, we got to dance and have a great time listening to them cover country songs... I like hearing the songs I like instead of new songs that I don't really care for... I only knew like 5 songs by Kevin Fowler, the rest I didn't really care for, and we didn't get to dance because Dawn can't find any reason to go to this thing if we didn't stand in the very front. We couldn't move because we were all packed in so tight. I just wish she would listen to me for once, I would have had a much better time had we been able to dance, or sit, or anything but stand there and not move just so she could see the people play the guitar. I am sorry, but you see one person play a guitar, they all pretty much look the same. I think it is really stupid to have to stand there the entire time and make myself uncomfortable just so I can see a guy sing, a guy that I don't really care for. I am there to listen to the music, that is good enough for me. Simply being in the same room/building as the one singing is good enough, even if they aren't famous. If I have a chance to see someone famous, I will take it, but I don't find it necessary to stand there for 2 hours just to keep watching the same facial expressions from Kevin Fowler, it just makes no sense. But I did all this for Dawn, I always do everything for Dawn. I love you Baby and thank you for a wonderful day with a great night to follow!!!
Aaron
Have a happy Christmas.
*Ash