Well, I am tired of holding out on the uncertainty of what may or may not happen. I have placed a great portion of my life on hold for a woman that may never show interest in me again. She told me to move on, to let go, to get on with my life and I refused. I have now decided to let it all go. I need her more as a friend than anything else. I want to be close to her but not in love with her. We have both hurt each other toooo bad to be that close again. I am only now moving on. I have had a crazy week and I hope it all gets even better. I didn't think I was going to get over Dawn, I wasn't sure exactly what tied me to her. I loved her with everything I had and never believed I would ever let it go... but now I am. Friends forever, never want to lose that; the relationship is over and I must understand that. I care for her and wish her the best in everything she does. I will always be glad to hear from her, but she is no longer my entire life. If she wanted me back, she waited to long, if she didn't ever intend to take me back, I waited long enough. I am moving on, I hope it doesn't hurt her. I don't want to hurt her, but I won't hurt myself any longer. We shared a lot and it won't be forgotten but I now understand where we are, and we are friends, nothing more, never less. I won't let my new opportunities pass me by... Live life to the fullest and you will never have any regrets to think of later. Thanks for the past, but the present is now underway!