We went to Houston for our Christmas with my mother's side. It went well, took about 2.5 hrs to get there and all was well. We ate and opened gifts, I got $50 total as my gifts, so I guess that was good, but it just feels strange only opening cards instead of actually having a gift like everyone else. We left Houston around 8pm and ran into some bad snow on the way home, how would have thought? Well, it was a 127 mile trip and it took us exactly 6 hrs to make it!!! So many accidents and people stranded, but we just kept pushing on in our little front wheel drive car... Nothing like a small car for high snow! I think the snow is about 7 inches in most parts of our yard. I have pics of my car covered with snow... kind of crazy if you ask me, south Texas with this much snow... but I like it anyhow. I didn't like the drive, but it is all very pretty. Had a fight with Dawn, another stupid one. When I wasn't home, she decided to have the other Aaron over for a few hours, I know that bothered me a lot, but the biggest thing is that she made me promise to tell her every time Tracy called, showed up, everything and the deal was that she would do the same with him so that we both knew the other had nothing to hide. I gave Dawn every detail she wanted about my trip to see Tracy as I had nothing to hide, but when I asked about tonight, only after finding out that she couldn't come to the phone for 10 mins because she was "Walking him out". I told her in advance of my plans, she didn't even tell me he was there with her when I called several times on my long trip home. She wasn't worried about me and my making a safe trip home, she couldn't wait to get off the phone with me. It just really hurts that she would keep things like that from me and expect me to not keep things from her. I mean, what she did really got to me... I feel that because of the way she handled it, she still has feelings for him. If she would have told me everything I asked instead of getting angry or defensive, I could have understood it. He was lonely, wanted to play in the snow, all well and good, but tell me everything I want to know so that I can trust you, you know? And it does upset me that that she spent so long walking him out since she doesn't even walk me to the end of the driveway most of the time if it is cold or wet. I want the same treatment he gets, actually I want a lot better treatment than he gets. I want her to talk to me if I happen to call when he is there simply because I feel as if I should be the priority in her life. Especially if I keep telling her about how many cars are on the side of the road and the crashes and all, she wasn't even interested in talking to me; just wanted to get back to him. I expected her to talk to me tonight, but she didn't... Why do I expect so much from her, I expect her to try and treat me the way she wants me to treat her... yet the rules don't apply to her, only to me..... It isn't right.... I wasn't fault free, but still, she should make me feel comfortable with her friendship with him and she isn't. I feel like he wants more and she hasn't given him enough of the sense that she has someone. If she is the only person he can think of to hang out with then that means she is the only one on his mind... I think she needs to make it clear, prove to me that he knows.... She can tell me that he knows, but until I feel he knows, I can't trust that. I am sorry baby, but you didn't tell me you were with him, just like you got mad when I didn't tell Tracy you were with me.... you have to tell me, you have to. Help us work this out. Aaron P.S. Merry Christmas