Today started out rocky, but when my baby got off work and we were able to spend time together, nothing got in our way. I have never felt so connected to another person, I mean, we laugh at the same things, we find the same things offensive, we know what the other is thinking without saying a word... we are perfect for each other. Her hand fits perfectly in mine, her head goes great on my shoulder, her smile lights up my world and I don't know where I would be without her. I got to do the most wonderful thing in the world today.... I held her for nearly 3 hrs straight watching movies at her home. It was so great. I always kind of felt a little strange at her home as her brother never seemed to really like me, it isn't that he disliked me, just that he didn't want me around. Well, tonight, I don't know that he wanted me around, but he joked with me and it was really cool. I think Jake is a great guy and I am really glad to see him happy again, I know he went through a down period, but I am lucky to know him as well as the entire Kilgore family. Did I mention tonight was perfect! We spent from before 7-midnight without ever being apart, it will sure make it a lot easier to be without her this weekend as she is going to see her cousin graduate. I already miss her and she is still just down the street, but I don't know how I made it so many years without getting to know her better. I don't want to have any more of these stupid fights though; I think stress is kicking in for the both of us... I am already worried about leaving her again and I just got her back in my life, she has work and family and all stacked up against her and we fight over stupid things. It wouldn't be so bad but they just blow up! I love my Dawn and I can't believe how very happy she makes me with just a quick smile, a cute laugh, a sincere "I love you, baby", or a tiny little kiss. I have never felt like this before and I don't want it to ever end. I love her and I hope for forever. Until later, I love you baby and thank you to all my friends. Have a great night and a safe weekend! Aaron