Ok, so here is the biggest thing I have ever been through.... Dawn is deciding who I am aloud to be friends with. She has a friend, Deanna, they have been friends forever. Since I want to spend the rest of my life with Dawn, I want to find things in common with her friends so that when we are out together, I don't feel like an outsider. When Dawn and De are together, I feel left out no matter the situation. Well, before tonight, I was told that De didn't want to talk to me, that she thought I was strange and she wanted nothing to do with me. To make myself feel a little better about the situation, I posted my screen name on De's diary, well in doing that De decided she would talk to me. I know she is going through some tough times and no one can ever have too many friends... Well, Dawn decided I wasn't aloud to talk to De. She said that if I talked to De at any time other than when she (Dawn) was around then she (Dawn) was going to break up with me. What the hell kind of bull shit is that?!?! I have no right to tell her what to do, or suggest that I don't trust her with people, or that I feel uncomfortable with the situations she places herself in yet she has the audacity to tell me not to extend a friendly hand to someone that is willing to take me in as a friend?? I can't believe she did that, but because I love her so much, I won't be talking to De anymore. I was told not to talk to De, not to comment on her diary or anything. Sorry De, I am not trying to be an ass or anything, but I have to do what I Dawn tells me in order to make her happy and keep her in my life for as long as I can. I love her, but I think she has gone a bit far with this one. I have always said I would do anything for Dawn, this just goes to show I will.... Let's see if she would have done the same for me... Pissed beyond belief, Aaron