i can't help it... i'm only human... it's not a very good thing to do... but... grrr! i'm jealous of people. it's happening more frequently, or at least coming to my attention more often... and it's so super stupid and selfish and childish, but when people get things i want (and i don't) i get jealous! i'm jealous of people in relationships, people who make better grades than i do, and people who are prettier than me. what's the deal? i'm a terrible person... i should work to correct this. i don't like it, it puts me in a bad mood and makes me not want to hang out with people. bah. bah to jealousy. bah, i say!