beat me up. tell me i'm worthless. i know it's true, don't be afraid. tell me i'm crap. that i'm not worth shit. tell me i'm fat, i'm ugly, and i'm annoying as hell. tell me i'm an idiot, a fool, a million different things and that you hate all of them. tell me how incredibly horrible i am. tell me i'm a waste of a person, and that i'll never be anything. i'll never be anyone. i know it's true, but i need to hear you tell me. tell me how no matter how hard i try, i will never amount to anything more than a waste of breath. tell me that i'm invisible. tell me that i should just go away. tell me that i am not real. TELL ME THAT I AM NOT REAL. tell me i'm the perfect failure; a miserable mess of skin and bones. tell me i'm everything that could be wrong about a person. go ahead. tell me. i need to hear it. i need it. beat me down. please...