i was checking out this poem site and while reading the...um... poems, i realized something...most of the poems i read felt like i wrote them myself... it was like all these people went inside my head and wrote everything they saw in there... this really sucked cause i thought i was my own person and now i know that im just like everybody else... another kid in society who hates everything and thinks they're the only ones feeling weird about stuff, ect... whatevers man... what can i do about it... thats just how sh*t works out in life... some people are individuals, some are clones, some are clones who think they are individuals, some are individuals who try to be clones... ect... i dont know if i could call myself a clone though... its not like i purposely try to be like everybody... thats just how it turned out for me... i've always been like this... i have a whole bunch of letters that i wrote when i was younger and its like i wrote it last week... i still feel the same as i did then... seems like i've never grown up... or not much anyway... screw it... sh*t happens... its not like im always in a bad mood though... if u a stranger to me, then my guard is up and u think im a pissed off person... but for the people who know me, im pretty much as crazy as anyone... i find it hysterical when people slip and fall out of nowhere... candy and icecreme and cake and all that other goodness are what make life worth living... i love messing with peoples heads... i went through a stage in 12th grade that i kept telling people (even strangers) that i have a "BELLYBUTTON" and some will tell me they got one too and we will show eachother our bellybuttons and have a nice moment of appreciation for our bellybuttons and then just walk away from eachother out of weirdness... that was cool... all my friends and people who meet me say im crazy and im starting to believe it, but its not like its a bad thing to be crazy... as long as i dont go kill myself or others, i think being crazy is fun... im a big daydreamer too... today i was suppose to study for a test, but i spent my time dazing out just daydreaming about a dream i had while asleep of me being a man with a baby son who was turned into a vampire... it was a cool daydream... at the end i was old and let my kid turn me to a vampire so i could take care of him for eternity... that would be weird though... never growing old... i would love that... not as a baby though, and not now... maybe in a couple years when i like my body more... imagine living for eternity hating how u look... well, let me go do stuff now... laters!