he talked to me the other day at the new years eve party but it was about the sippy cup stephy left... but that lil convo just made my heart ache for him even more!! i wish pablo and me had never happened sometimes... i just want to go back in time and make things right... make them the way they were suppose to be... idk... i just want him... ive wanted him since the first time i saw his picture online and even more when i met him... even thru all the drama with mark, i always knew i'll end up with him and when i finally got the opportunity to be with him, i ran away scared that i'll be hurt by him again... now i know i should have taken a chance at love with him rather then to be with someone i only like as a friend... i wish i wasnt always so confused... i miss him...