on saturday night my dude came by late at night cause he was locked out his house... he hadn't slept in 2 days cause he had a court hearing to figure out if the army was gonna ship him to IRAQ, send him to jail for 8 years or just give him probation... im not gonna go into detail on why he had this hearing, cause its not for me to tell... but anyway, he got the promation, so YAY!!! i had told him i would wait 10 years for him anyway... well when he came he was mad sleepy and high... he could hardly walk right... it was around 4am... i didn't want to risk sneaking him again into the house, so i didn't offer that and he didn't ask... i told him to just lay down in the hallway and i'll stay there with him doing homework or reading... but he didn't want to... i gave him my phone to call his parents, but no one picked up... he was getting all frustrated and i felt bad for him... after he gave up and just sat there looking lost, i called his house and they picked up on my first call... i handed him the phone, we said bye and he ran home... he had that sad little lost boy look on his face, it was so cute... then sunday he came back at 1am refreshed and hyper... he woke up at 10pm... 2 hours after me... lol... we spent mad hours debating things, taking about our future, arguing about issues, talking about everything from having kids to our thoughts on abortion... from what should be done in iraq to our issues on politics... it was just a very detailed and long conversation about our beliefs and things of that nature... one thing we learned was that we are two completely different people... from all the things we talked about, we only agreed on one thing... lol... that one thing is that we think abortion is bad, but that it shouldn't be made illegal cause women will do what they want... if its made illegal, then they will find other ways to do it anyway... plus even though we think its bad, we aren't going to force our beliefs on other people... it was a cool conversation... very intellectual, but yet fun... our differences are what keeps us loving eachother... we talked from 1am to around 5am, but then the neighbor came out angry saying that my dude is too loud and for 5 hours he couldn't sleep due to my dudes voice... he stupid cause instead of staying awake for 5 hours, he should have let us know from the beginning... whatevers... we walked to the bank and then came back and decided to walk to mcdonalds... breakfast at mcdonalds is sooooooo good... at mcdonalds we started cracking jokes... we said mother jokes, nigger jokes, "the black man, white man and chinese man" jokes... we said things from "back in the day"... i remembered mad jokes from when i was in elementary school... we laughed so hard... my jaw really hurt... after mcdonalds he walked me home and said bye... throughout the whole day, this was the first time we actually kissed... thats when u know you are in love... when u could spend a whole day just talking and have as much fun as kissing and touching... well, most of that was monday morning... he left at around 9am to 10am... then i chilled with my moms for a few... we talked about a couple things... but then i had to finish my english paper to hand it in that day... i went to school and in the beginning of my second class i got nauciuos so i went home... its good i did too cause my leg started stiffening up... i think its because of a leg exercise i did 2 days ago... i probably pulled a ligament or something... well at home i fell asleep... then i put "icy-hot", wrapped in a heating pad, wrapped in a towel... it didn't work and still today my leg is all messed up... today i woke up at 5am and chilled with my mom when she woke up at 8am... then at around 12pm she left to work and i went to sleep... i completely woke up at 10pm... then i got on the comp for a few till my friend sab said he coming by... we chilled in front of my house for a few... he told me he bought his chick a diamond ring for her birthday, but its just a promise ring, not an engagement one... then he left and my dude came by like an hour or two later... we talked, joked, and he made fun of my bad leg...lol... i kicked his butt... he kepted getting bit my masquitos... i only got bit once... then we kissed and kissed and kissed some more... he was sleepy so he left earlier then usual... today my hair was all messed up, i had my glasses on, i had ragity baggy shorts, an old shirt, i didn't have my legs shaved and yet he still said i looked beautiful... well right now im just chillin here contemplating if i should go to school or not... i got two more essays to write... this is my last week of classes... well, let me go do what has to be done... ~me eatting a rat at work~