ive made a decision that i have no regrets making but i just wish i could completely erase the feelings i have for u because i feel that i cant fully give myself to him until every ounce of love i have for u is gone... my decision was quick and i didnt give myself time to think about it, but i feel it was the best thing i could have done for myself... me and u would never have worked out in the end... we were just too different and wanted different things out of life... i hope u dont hate me and that one day we can continue to be friends without all the weirdness thats going on now... i know u would never read this but it makes me vent and thats what i need to do right now... i wish u didnt look so sad everytime we see eachother... i want to hug u and apologize but that wouldnt solve anything... itll make things worse and ive done enough damage... im just sorry i hurt u and wish u the best in life and hopefully u find that girl who can make u happy... i love u and really am sorry but i need to move on... bye baby...