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Hey people! So I kinda got bored of writing about love or the lack there of, so let me tell you about my boring ass weekend. I did nothing! No, I’m lying, I did do some stuff, but anyway, let me keep explaining. In the beginning of the school year (like 2 or 3 months ago) I was given an assignment to do due April 13. I had so much time to do it, but I started it YESTERDAY! And that’s only because I thought it was due TODAY! LOL… you see how bad my PROCRASTINATION has gotten??? It’s ridiculous. I stood up all night yesterday till 10am this morning when I looked at the due date and decided “screw this, I’m going to sleep!” the funny thing is that I had all week to do it and I didn’t. Then I told everyone that I couldn’t hang out cause I got this project I gotta finish by Monday. On Saturday my cousin and like all his friends (I knew them all), my other cuz, her mom, and my godmother all went clubbing in “La Escuelita” (a gay club). I had gone a couple weeks ago with my cuz and a straight guy found me. We danced most of the night and everything was just fun. I wanted to go Saturday, but decided I gotta do this paper. Friday was a happy time for me and my family though. My little brother just got out of jail after being in for 8 months. He spent his b-day, Christmas, this Valentines Day, and a whole bunch of other days in there. He’s lucky too cause of all his charges, he was supposed to stay at the minimum 5 years in jail. He really lucked out. His lawyer rules! LOL… well, on Friday I spent a couple hours in my dad’s house with my bro. then I brought him with me to my moms house to spend the weekend (he lives with my dad). My dad was happy to see both me and my bro cause I haven’t visited him since sometime before Christmas. I’m not such a bad daughter though, I call almost everyday. I just don’t like traveling much. Even if he is only 7 train stops away. That Friday and Saturday, so here’s what happened Sunday. I didn’t chat with anyone online… just had my away message saying “Avoiding doing my paper”. I watched TV, ate, watched some more TV, and talked on the phone and maybe somewhere around 1 or 2am I got to work. LOL. I got a good deal done between that time and 10am. :-P I’m crazy!!! THINGS I DID INSTEAD OF MY PAPER: wash clothes, open up my bellybutton and tongue piercing, watch TV, find new buddy’s in chat room, etc… another thing I did Friday was go with my mom to get her new cell phone. The funny thing is that she decided she didn’t want to pay extra for insurance, and the next day she gets her phone taken from her pocket without noticing. LOL. So on Saturday we had to go back to the store and pay full price for another phone. That was messed up, but also very hilarious. PS: check out how I was trying to hide from my ex (the one I dumped for my current ex) the fact that I was single again and my sweet little brother tells him! I’m so gonna kick his ass. It ain't his fault though cause I forgot to tell him not to tell. I forgot they knew each other!!! LOL… well I just let him know that it doesn’t change anything between us. I still don’t love him anymore and only see him as a friend. Now he saying he can’t be my friend anymore and I told him he has to do what he has to do cause my feelings for him are just “platonic”. So now I don’t know what’s gonna happen with him. It’s his fault I stopped loving him and he’s trying to make me feel bad that I ended it with him. For the people who don’t know me, this is how that relationship was: I saw him randomly somewhere between one to twice a month. He never called in between those random times I saw him. He was and still is a compulsive liar/ exaggerator. Lying about stupid shit that had no purpose. He knew I didn’t like him smoking, and he couldn’t quit for me. He knew I don’t like being around him when he drinks, and he couldn’t stop drinking for me. The big thing is he knew I hated that he was never around, but he didn’t even change that! I gave him 3 years of my life to make me happy, and he didn’t, so it had to end. I’m not saying he never made me happy. He’s a great guy and I loved hanging out with him, but he wasn’t around enough to keep me happy. Anyway, I said in the beginning of this entry that I was bored of writing about love or the lack there of, but I had to write all this cause my ex called telling me my bro told him I was single again. LOLOL… now I’ll stop writing about love. :-x
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