so i thought that letting go of angel would make things better but it hasnt. it feels like my heart is fighting me and everytime i see him, i just want to go to him and wrap my arms around him and apologize for hurting him. im feeling it more now because he doesnt talk to me anymore. we're in the same room, with the same friends, playing the same games and ignoring eachother. how am i suppose to ignore someone i spent so much time chasing? i want to stop loving him and believe my lies when i say i dont believe in love, but i cant. i want him more now then before... i wish i could clone myself and give pablo my clone while i run away with angel... i wish i didn't love him so much... i hate crying and thats all i could do now that im not with him...