yesterday i was in the kitchen after a big wrestling match with ed involving a marshmellow. i was cleaning the marshmellow from my hair and laughing. angel walks in and we make eye contact and he just stares at me, but i continue what i was doing. i just wanted him to say something... anything... i miss him... it was fun being with just him, stephy and ed yesterday... kinda like it used to be... ... this morning pablo askes me if im still happy with him... i lie and say yes... i really just wanted to say that choosing him was a mistake... how am i suppose to be happy with him while giving up the one person i've loved for the past 2 years...