what is wrong with me???

by unabletodie
Feeling: stubborn
im fucking stressing and i dont even know if its worth it anymore... dude got all paraniod about my friends, and so i stopped being around them as much... he didn't like the flirting online and even though i knew it was all innocent, i stopped doing it... what more does he want? should i change myself completely? lock myself in my room? i even started hanging out more with girls, but its like everything i do to fix it just doesn't work... i have a headache and im here crying like a little girl and its all just going so wrong... i dont know what i have to do to fix it all... its not like its love or anything, but it was something... and he just would rather keep hurting me then talk this out or even just brake it off if its THAT BAD... i didn't think it was even anything big till we just stopped hanging out and now its just complicated... hes mad at me for things i didn't even do... he thinks im cheating and all that other crap... he doesn't even read my crap anymore to see that i've changed... he read the bad and thats it... this has been too much of a stressful year... cant wait till 2006... :-/
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Hey whats ^??? Im hella bored and dont know what to do so I'll talk to u l8r
aww. honey. you seriously need to talk to him. tell him that it seems like he's screwing you over. you don't need all that shit. i think you should get over your hatred of breaking up and just do it yourself. i think it would make your life a whole lot simpler. you shouldn't have to ditch your friends cause he doesn't trust you. its his problem. sorry if that sounded bitchy. i didn't mean it to be
You shouldn't let anyone change you. You desirve better than that. If he realy does care about you he should except who you are and not who he wants you to be. I hope everything works out for you though.
Yeah I'm realy happy that it's a boy...I mean I would have loved a girl juzt as much but I would have been a lil disapointed if it wasn't a boy...but it wuz yea!!!! lol