its cold!!! like really cold!! i hate winter... anyway, today i was suppose to go out with my friend april from middle school but decided after i had gotten all excited and then lost interest, that i didnt feel like going... i was going to lie to her and tell her that something with my man came up or whatever but at the end i just told her it was cold! lol... she understood and we decided to stay in contact and make an actual plan and not an on the wim decision later... eventually we'll go out tho... the thing is also that we are in two different party scenes... she likes drinking and going clubbing all the time and altho i like clubs, i dont like drinking... i also like going to clubs with a date already and not have to find someone to dance with... anyway, we'll figure it out someday... today we all suppose to go to alex's but i dont know how thats going so far... we still at the house and its going to be 9pm... plus its cold!! lol... i got my hair done by stephy... it hurt! but it looks good, so yay! right now im just writing random shit... better then the constant angel talk... altho i really miss him and he's still as yummy as ever... yummier without his beard... anyway byess...