my dude has really started acting like, um, a boyfriend should act...its cool though... different, but cool... i still get a little weird with the "i-love-yous" and all, but i'll get used to it. he actually calls alot (even if he's not a phone person)and he comes over more and today he bought me a rose (its not even a holiday or my birthday)... i guess a little happiness in my usually "piss-off" existence is a good thing... im really getting used to the idea that i now kinda know what i want to do when i get older... im going to major in business managment and open up my own store... i have a lot of ideas and can't wait to be able to put them in effect... i would write down what im gonna sell and my ideas, but i dont want someone to steal them, plus i dont wanna jinx myself... but im excited! now im not as lost as i was a week ago... lets just hope i dont get tired of this idea, like i get tired of a lot of things... IM GONNA BE AN AUNT AGAIN!!! titi sabrina sounds good... i got a couple of nephews and nieces from my half sisters, but just one from my older brother (my mini-bellybutton, kayla jade)and my younger brothers girl is pregnant(im gonna be the godmother... even if im not religious)... im going on the patch so i dont end up pregnant anytime soon... im the only one of the people i know who hasn't gotten pregnant yet and thats ok with me, cause im not ready to be "MOMMY"... someone wrote me a comment asking what part of new york i live in...the answer: the bronx... the funniest thing in the world is seeing someone fall and bust their a$$... or hiding and jumping at an unsuspecting person just to see how scared they get... i used to scare my brothers all the time, but then they started doing it to me and that sucked... me and my bros used to do a lot of crazy stuff to eachother... my brothers used to wake up early just to fart in my face to wake me up... me and my older bro used to wake my little brother up by putting a soft doll in his back and sceaming "RAT!!!"... that was funny... he used to scream and cry and jump around in circles... getting hit by the belt was worth seeing him go balistic over it... my mom really had to relax back in the day... i think she just hit us out of boredom somethings...