i could genuinely say that at this moment i am the happiest i've been in a very long time. and its not that i found some great love, or that my career is getting me somewhere, or even that theres nothing wrong going on at all in my life... i'm just happy... happy to be free and alive and have friends and family... my job doesnt pay enough, but im happy with it... i like the people and im not as stressed as in other places. its wierd tho cause with all this happiness talk, i still randomly get teary eyed... i dont know why, but i just feel a tightness in my chest and i cant control it... i preferr a few moment of tears, to the way things used to be... i was going to talk in detail about what has been going on with me lately, but... idk... dont really feel like it at the moment... right now all i want to do is live and be happy... hopefully this feeling last... :-)