So me and Angel hooked up and have been dating for the past two months and I realized that I should have waited to be with him... I didn't think I'll get tired of the kid because I was so obsessed with him, but I'm tired... I just wish we had more to say to each other... Meaningful convos and not the random crap we talk about... It's so disappointing to think that all the pain and drama we went through was for nothing... He's way too clingy and it annoys me... I wish he was smarter and had a career goal that he can actually follow... He wants to be a comic book writer/drawer but he doesn't know how to draw and he's not smart enough to think up any original ideas... He's so fake it drives me crazy!! Will I ever be happy in a relationship? :-(