so it happened again... i got dumped online... he said he's sorry he did it that way, but u cant really know whats real when u chatting on aim... the weird thing is i didn't think it would hurt this much... i knew it was gonna happen sooner or later, but it still really hurts... i hate crying... makes me feel weak and pathetic... especially when im doing it alone in my room staring at the screen while im reading the words to the end of yet another relationship... this is the end for me and dating though... im really tired of getting hurt again and again and again... its just not worth it anymore... nomatter what i do it all turns out the same... i cant keep doing this... i dont think i could handle knowing that i'm so easily forgettable by so many people i gave my "all" too... or at least tried to... but i'm not perfect and thats what makes them abandon me...
mkwaa.
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