so the thing with danny was fun i guess. i blew all my money which sucked it was kind of awkward with him. im feeling awkward about us being awkward which is awkward. he wants me to go to the mall with him tomorrow but i dont think i can,...for real this time. i have no money either! how fun is that? it was cool to laugh with him but weird to be in an environment outside of school alone together. i just watched "far from heaven" which was wierd but good i guess there wasnt much of an ending or much of a plot. just that the settin seemed so perfect yet it was far from heaven, i guess thats what they are trying to say. i need to have a sleepover with jessica i fell really isolated right now. like im stepping out of my body and looking in at my life. when i step out i see that im accomplishing nothing and just bored. i dont know well see how it goes. i feel like throwing up. ughh,... too much peanut butter, so much for my diet,...