today was lame. i got up all excited cuz i was going to spend the day with Joe- turned out that i ended up cleaning my room, folding clothes, and doing homework- which im still not done with. i did get to see my love for a few minutes which i was happy about. my mom thought i should have been mad that he wasn't making time for me,..she said that love finds time for eachother- if she only knew how much time we had together this weekend she wouldnt say that. i was upset but i knew that it wasnt his fault,..its getting to the point where i cant stand not seeing him for more than a couple hours. i love him soo much. i've felt really comfortable around him lately too. i mean,..after friday i feel like i can do anything around him- its awesome. i need to shower.