my friends are coming from santa barbara again- it will be fun but they can only stay for a little while which sucks major ass. ive been talking to this guy that my friend ruby knows and last night he told me he loved me and that he wanted to go out with me- it was a little freaky. he said that i cared about him and was cool and that we should get married- i mean it was all fun and games untill he told me he loved me - ive never even met this guy! what to do what to do? anyways, i went to malibu yesterday to go to this "special" beach my bro goes to and it was allright, there were ALOT of hot guys there. we listened to mest in the car because we wanted to think of the old days and i felt really happy. nothing like being scrunched up in the backseat of a car listening to music to remind you that people care about you.